I cut myself last night, even in an ok mood I cut my self. Im sick of life. I cant wait to graaduate and leave this house. They can talk shit about me but I cant. they judge but they dont see the changes Im triyng to make to be a better person. But insted they keep saying im worthless that im no good enough inanything and Im tierd of that.
Is it someone thinking of me?
If I die will someone miss me?
why am I here?
Is there a God? If you exist why you dont hear me?
:'(
since I was little till know my mother always hit me , she always fight wirh me and I didnt do anything to her. She always said that Im a no good for norhing, a *****, that im tge horst thing for her. She is a devil with me, but with my brothers she is thebest. I dont have comunication with her everyrime I talk she never lisent she says That I bother her. My vote dosent count in the house. Â I only hear her once wen I was 9 that she loved me. But she talks shit about me like my grandmother does. And […]
Last night I try too cry but no tears came out, so I cut my self a little to feel other pain that is not inside me. Some times this pain makes me strong but today is killing me. I just wanna desapeard, I wanna be in the eternal sleep. Im not good or strong. I have a very suicidal mind, I can take anything even a mecanic pencil and use it to harnd me. I dont like ro be touched im scaerd wen some one hugs me even my family. I dont like to be around of people but at the same time I […]
Im trying to be ok and stop cuting and all in a suden a friend of my says that Im a smoquer and satanic
I litterly wanna blow this school with all motherfuckers
Why everyone hate me. I dont know why people talk shit about me and I dont do anything
Dear guardian,
If your there, pleace guide me were I need to be.
Im lost in the shadow’s of my past. The thorne of the roses dont let me move. I only see darkness and pain. Guardian if you are truly there pleace help me.
I dont know what to do anymore. This pain hurts badly and its killing me.
Pleace Guardian, if you can hear me, I beeg you. Pleace help me and guide me to the light.
I know sometimes we just want to give up and be in the eternal sleep. But we have to keep going. God knows what he is doing. Maybe today was not your day or anyother day but we need to keep going I know its hard somtiemes I want to give up and die I have a very suicide mind I know how to end life with anyobject, I cant be touched by anyone because im scaerd they heat me or do something to me, im verry sencetive, I am realy anxious, and I get insain wen im sad I beging to pull my hair […]
Im sorry to the people that I made them feel bad because of what I post. I didnt mean it. Yeah maybe I act like a child but thats how I am. And thats why I hate my self. Everything I do is Wrong I beging in this website because I wanteds to be my self. Â But I just realize that even in a website people hate me. I wont write anything anymore. I am just a piss of shit. so bye
sorry for bothering entering in this webside
 Memories are something where you can not escape. Haunt you day and night. They make you relive every pain they caused. They dont let you sleep, eat, think. You feel like they are stabbing you again and again until you can not breathe. Tears run down your cheeks. Makes you do crazy things where eventually you will find out that it was not your intention of doing them. And so it will continue for the rest of your days. Waiting for the day that someone will save you. And avoid falling again.She just walked away
Why didn’t she tell me?
And where do I go tonight?
This isn’t happening to me
This can’t be happening to me
She didn’t say a word
Just walked away
You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
this was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know
Why didn’t she tell me
Where to go tonight?
She didn’t say word
She just walked away
You were the first to say
That we were not okay
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
You’re sick of feeling numb
You’re not the only one
I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn’t work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
Raindrops, fall from, everywhere
I reach out, for you, but you’re not there
So I stood, waiting, in the dark
With your picture, in my hands
Story of a broken heart
Stay With me
Don’t let me go
Cause I can’t be without you
Just stay with me
And hold me close
Because I’ve built my world around you
And I don’t wanna know what its like without you
So stay with me
Just stay With me
I’m trying and hoping, for the day
When my touch is enough
To take the pain away
Cause I’ve searched for so long
The answer is clear
We’ll be ok […]
My grama thinks that I dont aprisieat what my dad gives me but thats a l I do aprisieat but she keep saying Im not. My mother things Im stupid that I do everything wrong that Im lazy but is noI dont help a lot because everytime I do my mom fighs that I do it wrong. My dad was always there for me but my grama always say that i brain wash my dad so I dont talk that much with him anymore. I only had a special person in my life my best friend and started to be my love yes it was […]
Please, please, forgive me
But I won’t be home again
Maybe someday you’ll look up
And barely conscious, you’ll say to no one
“Isn’t something missing?
You won’t cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?
Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you love me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please, forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
“Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t […]