Life is hard

I know sometimes we just want to give up and be in the eternal sleep. But we have to keep going. God knows what he is doing. Maybe today was not your day or anyother day but we need to keep going I know its hard somtiemes I want to give up and die I have a very suicide mind I know how to end life with anyobject, I cant be touched by anyone because im scaerd they heat me or do something to me, im verry sencetive, I am realy anxious, and I get insain wen im sad I beging to pull my hair and scrach myself till bleding. I had to deal with it by my self and I try to keep going demostrate life that I can be someone