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Brokenshadows

see the candles

by Brokenshadows 1/12/2010

written by Brokenshadows

For the most part of my life i was bullied and shut away from being allowed to express myself. From year 5 to year 10 i received constant emotional and sometimes physical torments from the people i believed to be friends, i stuck with them because they were the only people i knew. By the this point i had become very shy around anyone else but these people. Iwas so confused at why they were doing this that i believed them to be right. I began to act along to their games because it seemed to make them laugh.Â

In this way, iÂ don’t think i ever […]

1/12/2010 0 comment

by Brokenshadows 3/27/2009

written by Brokenshadows

Ok then, I donâ€™t suppose there is much point me lying anymore. I do that a lot, lying, it always seems to be the best way to continue without actually living or letting anything out. The problem is I want to live, I donâ€™t want to be one of these people that just pretends to be someone else and never feels true emotion. I suppose itâ€™s easy, I should know Iâ€™ve been doing it for the fourteen years of my life. But these days I just feel myself wanting to scream and breakdown, I donâ€™t want to put a brave face on it; I […]

3/27/2009 3 comments

Help me, im dieing

by Brokenshadows 3/11/2009

written by Brokenshadows

I dont know wether this will work, ive never raly spoken to anyone before about my problems, i always take things on myself. Why does it seem that everytime you try to do something good it always goes tits up and people hate you for it? I was bullyed as a child, i dont know weather thats why im writing this today, what i do know is that it lead to my insicurity and the fact i dont tell anyone anything. Ive only ever opened up to one person, i loved her, she made my life have a purpose for the first time. The purpose […]

3/11/2009 13 comments