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bryan higgins

Life's to short for b.s. Be real or stay out of my life. I am a friend for life. For real people. I'm a player hater. So don't bother playing me its not worth it. All I want is the feeling of being wanted and belong to someone. And be the only one. But that I can only get from GOD & K -love. Thank you for life and filling the void with Gods music and words. I love it. K Love My health comes from my Lord Jesus and I thank HIM for me being free of disease's. And still being able to donate blood. ... I deserve a princess nothing less. Whether its for a night. Or a few days or life. I know I want someone who is honest and wants me for me. I'm not playable but I'm a good sport. Oh ya if your reading this and u know me isn't that stalking. Nope Its called doing research on someone before u date them. My assets are on Craig's list f.y.i. I'm tired of being just a honey pot for stick figure girls. But I never judge.

sometimes people change your path for a reason

by bryan higgins 1/16/2014

written by bryan higgins

we all have choices every day to make …some good …some bad ,,,,but my whole world is upside down and I am not allowed to work….so if I cant work and pay my bills to the county …THEN I GO TO JAIL.”””””’i live in the mountains above fresno cal. and I have many talents in every walk in life …..I can move mountains .with the faith I have ,,..but I need to be less restricted by the county probation department ………there is no reason for me to be forbidden from any tribal casino……..there is a law that states that ,,,,,,,,my father always […]

1/16/2014 1 comment

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY RACHEL BAER

by bryan higgins 1/5/2014

written by bryan higgins

I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO FROM HERE.

IT ALL USED TO BE SO CLEAR..

IM FINDINGÂ I CANT DOÂ THIS ON MY OWN.

AS LONG AS I KNOW THAT YOU ARE NEAR…

IM DONE FIGHTING THIS WORLD

.. IM FINALLY LETTING GO.

..I WILL TRUST IN YOU..

YOUVE NEVER FAILED MEÂ Â BEFORE….

.I WILL TRUST IN YOU…

IF THERES AÂ PATHÂ I SHOULD WALK ….Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â HELP ME FIND IT..

..IF I NEED TO BE STILL,

GIVE ME PEACE FOR THE MOMENT

BEFORE MY DEATHÂ Â Â ……

..AND MY RE BIRTH TO

MY REAL JOURNEYÂ ..

..IN SRIRIT….

.FOR EVERY STEP YOUÂ TAKE ..

YOUÂ WERE NEVER ALONE…

.EVEN WHEN WE […]

1/5/2014 1 comment

if you were given three wishes what would u wish for?

by bryan higgins 7/26/2013

written by bryan higgins

#1.

Someone to love me for me. That was in love with love. And was loyal. Honest and not a whore. And was ok looking with little baggage AND liked only me

To be happy and thankfull with. Â whatever i Â do have in life

I would wish for 3 more wishes

7/26/2013 8 comments

I was asked the other day. would you give up all I have for real love real

by bryan higgins 6/20/2013

written by bryan higgins

yyes. I would

6/20/2013 9 comments

Lord I will trust in you. whatever your will. help me find it

by bryan higgins 6/20/2013

written by bryan higgins

I Lift up my empty hands to you Lord Â .I have faith in You to move mountains.and I thank you for Your presents Â around me and long to go home to You Lord with my hands lifted high for You…..

6/20/2013 1 comment

life is a gift but being free is living

by bryan higgins 5/22/2013

written by bryan higgins

i cant live like this Â and im sorry Â .ill stick it out as long as i can but im getting lost and home sick GOD Â Â ..You have given me all my worldly desiresy wants needs and thank Â ..you .i dont feel like i deserve to be judged by man Â unless i may judge them Â ..i keep going back to the mirror theory Â ..Also Jesus and his 12 were all murdered and killed Â by the state Â maybe its in our blood Â Â ..i cant change the past Â and only You GOD have the rite to judge me Â and my health comes from u […]

5/22/2013 0 comment

why am I not worth being loved ,,I’m tired of games and people that can’t be real

by bryan higgins 3/29/2013

written by bryan higgins

why lie Â cheat and bs Â Â ! lifes to sHort for drama Â im saprised I haventtt Â done it Â lohna. I do love more than life. Sorry

3/29/2013 18 comments