so yestrday i relapesed i heard mmine and my exes song then i saw him i thought i had moved on i have a new bf that i thought i loved but now im not so sure after i saw my ex i went home grabed my knife a just mutalled my body my legs, arms, and even my stomach i bleed so much till i passed out my gpa wasnt home i guess when he got home he thought i was asleep i done it so much till i passed out i dont know what to do i wanna stay with the guy im […]
I hate myself i hate living i have let everone down and i fell like i will never chnage or improve i just wanna end it all
I \m just tired of living tired of being told what i can and cant do tired of not slepping tired of meds i, just fuck tired
Every day without him is a struggle i have to either cut till i feel relife or gett fucked up to feel like im with him i miss him why did he have to go so young and why do i have to be so young dealing with it i loved him and he loved me now wee will never see our future plans come out toghter i love you martin and one day i will be with you again
Okay so one of my friends is dating my ex and my ex is telling her all kinds of shit that im trying to get him back that i am tring to start shit that im crazy and im tried of this shit hes most of the reson i cut when he starts his drama the other reeson i cut is martin and im tired of all the shit how many more cutts do i have to do how many more pills do i have to take
This is me i seem like a normal girl wright wrong ive had a life of hell started self harming when i was 7 by sticking pins in my skin then it got mad when i was 10 i started cuting with a saving razor then a pencial razor by 12 by the age of 13 i was cutting with a real razor and still am i some times wanna use a knife but aint got the guts i have been told i have bipolar depression […]
We were made for each other all i ever wanted u to know is i always love u we may be seprated by deeath but when ur gone what i need to hear i cant the only happness get is when i cut myself or dream of u being next to me why r u the one who had to get stabbed why wasnt it me do u know how much i need u my heart is missing u no matter who im with it want be the same even if i am 15 I MISS YOU MARTIN
Is it crazy am i the only one i cut atleast twice a day am i the only one who does it more than once a day i have the urge 5 times a day
Okay so on March 23 i lost someone really close to me we was about to start being a couple but then he got stabbed in the heart and die and now i wanna be with him i had been a recovering cutter up until the day of his funreal that day i started cutting again after i saw him laying there i went home andd grabbed my razor and now im starting to miss him and wanting to be with him i can keep going on without him i will never know how it would have turned out  well this is him
Days like this is when i really just wish i was died already i am on the inside but not on the out side days like this is when you wish you could just kill the people who has hurted u the most days like this is when i wish i was alone in the world Theses days are the days i fight with my grandparents all day then fight with my friends then just wanna cut till the knife and razor are fully red till i cant breath no more till i cant live no more i wish today was the end it just […]
Okay, Here i go i am 15 year old girl i have been cutting my self since i was 10 and ive had enough i cant take it no more i wanna die just dont wanna hurt the people who i love but i have to many resons to do it i live with the pain on me every day that i wasnt even suppost to be here in the first place i was a mistake the only reson im here is my mom was to far along for an abortiuos i dont live with her i got stuck on my grand parents since i […]
Okay so here the turth im not a virgin even though everyone in my family thinks i am so i was 13 when i was put on birth control because my grandma thought i should be incase and she thought i was a virgin but i was then about a month later i was at school and started cramping really bad so i go to the nurses off then she call my grandma and tells her she thinks im having a miscarrge my grandma cursed her out the turth is it was true i didnt know i was preg and i was young and stuipd […]