Being back home from college…it brings back bad memories. And Im reminded how toxic my family can be. I ache to get the fuck out of here but that’s not until September. Relapsing hard.
Going back to drugs.
Going back to my ex who dumped me.
Letting myself be mislead by a boy who has a girlfriend.
I’m a horrible person. We all are.
I try to ignore it all and act like it’s whatever. As if I’m going along with everything that’s going on and see where it takes me but…I’m too fuken sensitive for that.
I just want to escape all the drama. End it all.
Realized I measure my […]