I don’t understand why these thoughts wont ever leave me head, its seems as if no matter what I do I’m never good enough for anyone or I’m overly selfish.
The fact of the matter is I am not. I always go with the flow and do what everyone else wants to do, and they always seem so happy. Its not fair its like no matter what I do I’m not happy.
Its gotten to the point where I’ve been overly abusing LSD so that I can actually get that euphoric happy feeling but it never stays for more than the high lasts.
The other drugs don’t work, I’m […]