I’m ready to go…
God, if you’re listening
please take me now…
I’m too weak to do it myself.. I need help..
I’ve messed up this life enough, and I’m just done trying.
I let everyone down, and hurt the people I love most.
Save them.
End me.
Because I can’t do it.
He was right, everyone would be happy without me around.
Make me disappear.
I was never good enough.. I don’t know why I thought I would amount to anything. I’m so scared. I’m so lost. I’m done thinking I can change anything. I’m sorry to everyone here. I’m especially sorry to those who looked up to me. I thought I was doing so well… Where did I go wrong??? ***F–k***
Every dream never given a voice,
Every love never given a chance,
Every hurt bottled deep inside,
Every joy pushed away in fear,
Every hope extinguished,
Every hate given light,
Every rejection,
Every loss.
Everything.
I drop it at your feet,
And ask that you use it
To be a light on other’s paths,
Let me ask not why I am tormented,
But let me be assured that it was for a reason….
I hope that my life, and my experiences, can help others.
I don’t know if I belong here.
Maybe I’ll let you decide.
The first thing I remember about growing up is feeling like a burden. I was 6 years old when my father was laid off, and I put the guilt on my own back, feeling like (maybe it wasn’t my fault but…) I was an extra mouth to feed when my family had nothing. I was never beaten, Never abused. My father’s not a drunk, nor is my mother a user. My parents are still together, and my whole family talks… at least small talk. I’m even still welcome after all I’ve screwed up. I shouldn’t […]
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