I know that for a lot the new year doesn’t seem like it is going to be full of great things or maybe so far the year hasn’t been good. Just keep positive because I have been there and I know what it feels like to be completely alone and wanting everything to slow down and stop. Sometimes no matter what people said to me like ” don’t worry, this will pass” or ” ignore what others say” or the best..” this is just temporary” ended up pissing me off more because when it is you personally going through a rough time no one knows […]
I think disappointment is the worst thing to hear… When my mom says she is disappointed in me and yells at me for the smallest mistakes it hurts. I feel like I can’t do anything right and the one person who I thought was on my side isn’t. I have a lot of good days, but today is a bad day. I know that this isn’t how a mother should treat her child but there is nothing I can do and there is no why out of this.
If you had asked me back in January if I thought I would live to today the answer would have been no. I can now tell you that I realize that what I was feeling then was not worth my life… I want you to know that who ever you are, you are something amazing. I may not know you but I do know that you are a person, someone has seen you and someone has thought about you and cared about you. You may think that’s a lie but it is the truth, you just don’t know it and it may be hard to […]
It’s senior year for me, this is supposed to be the best year in school right? So far all that has happened is bad more than ever. Not even the school wants to help. I have been bullied this year more than ever. Rumors flying around and it got so bad that I had to go to counseling. I hate this place, I wonder if there is a God sometimes because if there is one then why does he allow this to happen to me. One girl vandalized my car, one spread horrible lies about me and the other stalked me. I feel like I’m […]