light at the end

If you had asked me back in January if I thought I would live to today the answer would have been no. I can now tell you that I realize that what I was feeling then was not worth my life… I want you to know that who ever you are, you are something amazing. I may not know you but I do know that you are a person, someone has seen you and someone has thought about you and cared about you. You may think that’s a lie but it is the truth, you just don’t know it and it may be hard to believe but it’s the truth. It took me awhile to accept this for myself but your life has purpose.. I thought I was nothing and if I left this world no one would care and I would make no difference… But then something happened, I was being made fun of as usual and then instead of  crying or running away or using violence I did the best thing I have ever done.. I smiled and said thank you. I know that sounds crazy but I thanked them because they made me realize that I need to be here on this earth alive to help people before they get to the point of bullying. I thanked them because they made me stronger, they made me realize I am worth something and no one can take that away. No one can take that away from you either, even if it is your family, friends, or an enemy. The best thing to do is prove them wrong, you can do something great because you are great! You are loved and someone does care about you. Even if you think what you are going through is worth dying I am here to tell you it’s not. You are wanted….. I can guarantee that. Never give up because you committing suicide is not the solution… it is greatest destruction you could ever do… someone’s life will be destroyed if you take your own away whether you choose to believe it or not. I bet if someone said they wanted to die you would tell them its not the right thing to do… so remember that, remember that you are just as important. I will help you if you want it…. I am not going to tell you that I can change how people will treat you or that I can make your problems go away, that is up to YOU. I know you can because you are beautiful and strong. It is up to you to not care how those people treat you and to face your problems head on and defeat them because you can. I know you can because YOU ARE MY HERO. I may never meet you or speak to you but YOU ARE MY HERO AND NEVER GIVE UP. 🙂 <3