I am 30 years old and have been depressed since I can remember.
I am unable of developing any positive feelings or trust in anyone. Even my family and friends who have only been kind and good to me.
Every single day I wish I wouldn’t wake up, this has been my life for at least 20 years and I don’t even know why I have always felt depressed, resentful, worthless and alone.
Hurts like hell.