I am 30 years old and have been depressed since I can remember.
I am unable of developing any positive feelings or trust in anyone. Even my family and friends who have only been kind and good to me.
Every single day I wish I wouldn’t wake up, this has been my life for at least 20 years and I don’t even know why I have always felt depressed, resentful, worthless and alone.
Hurts like hell.
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This site helps. I discovered this place when I was 30 too and at that time my life and me was exactly how you described yours. I accept how am now, the only positive I take now is that there others like yourself out there who suffer in the same manner as me. This place comforts me and gives me a sense of belonging with others. This place allows me to be comfortable and honest about who I am. Which gives me confidence to allow that me to be me outside of SP too.
Stick with us on here. There are some good people on here who are supportive and understand what you’re going through. Stay strong bro.
Im the same way buddy.
At least you found a smart username.
are you male or female? seems you’re female. Have you contemplated suicide? Which method? I am asking because the method you considered reveals something about yourself.