My story? I should be happy, mid 40s, a job I like, no money problems but deeply deeply unhappy inside. A failed relationship and overdose attempt 3 years behind me, no children. My problem from as far back as I can remember is an inability to trust others. Not blessed with a naturally outgoing personality I struggle in social situations. I can put on an act for a while but inside I have thoughts of mistrust, negativity and paranoia. A nicotine addict and negative self confidence.
Lonliness now drags me toward the edge and I plan a peaceful end sometime in early 2011. I have […]
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