So I discovered this place while looking up the best way to kill myself. I’m a 41 year old police officer and retired military veteran. I’ve been in a terrible marriage for the majority of the last 23 years of my life. I’m finally at the point where I can’t take the utter sadness and lack of any joy in my life. I’ve suffered from differing forms of mental illness for the majority of my life: severe depression, borderline personality disorder, ptsd, etc. I’ve been on medications and gone to therapy and they seemed to help when I’m actually happy. I haven’t been happy for […]