The wilderness and all its thorns
Tangled up around my horns
I ain’t got time to die tonight
Climbing the stars
Into the midnight hours
The serpent is eating itself
My heart is on fire
With its death and desire
I ain’t got time to die
Climbing the stars
Into the midnight hours
The serpent is eating itself
The serpent is eating itself
The serpent is eating itself
Tonight I ain’t got time to die
Oh baby, tonight I ain’t got time to die (yeah)
Baby, […]
Does anyone else always have th. Opposite effect to medication?
Mood stabilizer- makes me completely unstable
Anti depressant – suicidal or homicidle
Anti psychoti- homicidle, extreme paranoia
Anti anxiety. Your having panic attack all the time a pencial drops and you will start fuckin freaking out. And just on edge and agitate.
Tranquilizer- speed up my heart i get super excited and happy skip every where or really pissed of and have so much adrenalin and i become the hulk.
Sleep-just don’t work. Orvif they do your dose just goes up every week and then you got to switch cause yiu can’t go higher.
I don’t know wtf to call add or […]
So i left off with that abusive fuck i think i was on when i was 16. Okay so here goes part two….tried to get away..i started dating this othey guy i dated him for 2 years he treated me really good he helped me alot…i cheated on him though in the beginning of our relationship with the abusive fuck because he threatened to kill himself i talked to him tryed to make sure he was okay. I eventually told my bf what i had done he was really upset i dont blame him he didnt blame me either. I hated myslef though he was […]
I have been cutting for 13 years.
I want to die i have a date
I feel like he woyld be better off if i wasnt in his life. I raise him on my own. I have no help. I cant pick myself up anymore. I dont want him around me because i hate that im always fucking misreable and dont want him picking up on it. Nothing makes me happy im always putting on that fake fucking smile for everything abd everyone. I love my little one so much he is my world that is why i put on that fake smile everyday but i feel […]
Now i can only build if i tare the walls down
Even if it brakes me i won’t let it make me frown
I’m fallin but no matter how hard i hit the ground
I’ll still smile
Let me apologize ahead for mispelled words and punctuation im not really caring about that shit and hope know one i know sees. Im also sorry if i upset anyone….k so im going to kinda just say how i ended up the way i am today. I was in shelter with my mother when i was born, my father was horrible to my mother he beat her cheated on her gave her chlamydia while pregnate with me. My mother chose to stay because i think she loved him and maybe was also scared to leave and be with me all on her own she had […]