for all of those who are struggling through college, good luck on finals if they are fast approaching, its a tough time but you can do it!
after what seems like a week from hell, and another week of hell sure to come, a silver lining has appeared, I got approval for my senior research project, rejoice? in other words keep ur head up things happen for a reason!
more than anything in the world, I would like to not be here no more. I am in constant mental(emotional) and almost constant physical pain. I really am miserable and to be quite frank, I am so sick of trying to push and be fake when its killing me on the inside. i have no friends to hug and console me (like previously stated) and my mum is just as depressed as me…telling her would cause another fight that I can’t handle. but lets face it…since I was 15 (i am now 21) i have tried killing myself many times. most nights i want too […]
i have none, I wish I had one. anyone
It strikes yet again. Left to dwell in my thoughts. I am sick of feeling ravaged. I’m not looking for pity. Just for help. I want to end it all. I came so close to ending it all. Just make the pain stop. Please. Someone. Advice?
why is it so hard?
i have almost made it three months without relapsing…sometimes i wish if i should continue pushing
just when I thought I could be over him, he starts stalking me and sending very explicit texts to my friends saying what he will do to me sexually. why won’t it end?
dear life…stop kicking me in the balls…I’m sick of being down and worthless. what can I do but be upset and pissed at the world. Help it go away please?
I can’t calm the burning sensation of thoughts racing through my mind. i just want to sit in the rain and be washed away. i wish there was a way to control the  rage of my emotions, but I feel like i can’t, because I do not know what is causing the pain. at the end of the day, i just want all the hurt to go away. i really do. what can I do? i hate being so alone everyday. so vulnerable, so dare i say, unhuman.
Its so redundant, but its amazing how fast your world crashes when the love of your life disappears. Sitting in Dennys is an awful place to be, now the Grand Slam will forever be marred with this hideous realization that i am alone. I am a recovering addict, and my best friend and boyfriend of 7 years just texted me saying we’re done. It shouldn’t hurt so much, but it does, especially through a text message. i’ve never been good with my depression, and it is creeping back. i need help, i’m scared of what my friends will say. i’m more afraid of what i […]