more than anything in the world, I would like to not be here no more. I am in constant mental(emotional) and almost constant physical pain. I really am miserable and to be quite frank, I am so sick of trying to push and be fake when its killing me on the inside. i have no friends to hug and console me (like previously stated) and my mum is just as depressed as me…telling her would cause another fight that I can’t handle. but lets face it…since I was 15 (i am now 21) i have tried killing myself many times. most nights i want too i fight through it. but when i want it to end none of my tactics work. does anyone understand how frustrating that is? the will is there, but something is prohibiting me. well who knows, tonight may be my lucky night
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i know how you feel. i feel like that as well.my mum and me usually argue about it sometimes cus we’re both a little depressed and stuff so i dont bother telling her stuff anymore. most nights i want to as well but i get so fustrated and i give up realising i have no guts to do it. ): i would hug you if i could even if youre a random stranger becus i get how hard that must be.
thank you, hugs are greatly appreciated. giving up is the easy part, going through with being done is the hard part