I believe i married the wrong boy. I hate his fucking guts. He is such an asswhole with no regard for anyones feelings but his own. I want to leave him but im stuck. only other option is to die kill myself leaving behind a beautiful baby. Why stay with him is the question i ask myself. I fucking hate this guy. Stupid dick. I wish i had the balls eboygh to completely exit frim this shitty earth. Buuuuuut no im a big fat scardy cat. This is bullshit.
I always wondered why me. I asked God all the time why me. Please helo me not to go down tge wrong parth and i did. Please help me nit to gice up and i dmfeel it cliser and ciser coming to an end. I dont know why i try in the first place. Pain ALWAYS follows. Death needs to come alreadt seriously it does.