Have you ever been in love?
I am almost 30 now and I have fallen in love with 3 women through my life, none of whom loved me back. Why would they? I am an empty shell of man with no real personality to speak of. I live my life in a sort of emotional stasis unable to truly connect with others in this world that feels more like a dream to me than an actual reality.
Soon I will leave a job I’ve worked at for years and no one there will miss me or care that I’ve gone at all for I was […]
Darkspark
Its been years since I’ve been on this site. I was too much of a coward to go through with actually killing my self back then. Over the past few years my life got better and the suicidal thoughts subsided for a while. Now My life is collapsing around me once again and once again it is all my fault. I have failed at everything meaningful in life but I’m still to afraid to do what should have been done years ago. It should be so easy to simply pick up that revolver and kill myself but I am so scared of the tiny chance […]
I just wanted to take a moment to thank those of you post on this site. Like many of you I have struggled with depression my whole life, I have always been a loner unable to truly connect with others.
I found this site a few months ago after learning of the death of an old friend (suicide) and falling back into yet another cycle of depression. I’v spent a lot of time here since then and have read many of your posts.
I have found comfort in this site, just with the realization that i am not alone. All of us here are very different people […]