I am really unlucky. Actually, I don’t hate life that much, but my life circumstances push me to take an extreme decision. And I can’t bear it anymore. All my life I’ve been hated, mocked, bullied, abused and went through extreme stress. I suffer of PTSD and today I almost killed my mom with my angry outburst. She’s at the hospital because had an heart attack because of ME. What is the best method to end all this nightmare? I really NEED to die. Sorry for my English.