I am really unlucky. Actually, I don’t hate life that much, but my life circumstances push me to take an extreme decision. And I can’t bear it anymore. All my life I’ve been hated, mocked, bullied, abused and went through extreme stress. I suffer of PTSD and today I almost killed my mom with my angry outburst. She’s at the hospital because had an heart attack because of ME. What is the best method to end all this nightmare? I really NEED to die. Sorry for my English.
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You dont need to die. You just need self control. Many of us have done stuff we regretted. One of my cousins made me so mad that i actually bit his arm, scratched him with my nails, and kicked him in the shin. I would have done a lot worse but my sister was already holding me back till i calmed down. After that i just started to bottle it up and take it out on my pillows or something. You should try it, though you may end up snapping at someone. Just learn to control ok? If you ever feel like this again, talk to me ok? Or anyone in that matter.
If you want her to have another heart attack go ahead and die. I think she had a heart attack partially because she was worried for you as well.