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I don’t know if this will kill me but…

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I just ingested about 70mg worth of cyanide, in the hopes that I won’t wake up in the morning.

After a shitty life full of betrayal and hatred, it may finally be coming to an end.

Last night I got PTSD, and earlier today I learned that literally all my friends, my boyfriend included, hates me.

I don’t really know what I want my last words to be, assuming I do die, which I probably won’t, Google says the minimum lethal dose is 100mg. But I guess I’ll just come up with something on the spot.

Alice, Richard, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I had to leave you at such […]

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Everyone hates me

by DeadAccount
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Yes EVERYONE. Including YOU. I don’t wanna hear “I don’t hate you” or “I don’t even know you” cause it’s all bs. I know you enjoy watching me suffer on the TV. Don’t think I haven’t caught on that my life is a TV show where whoever is running my show pushes to make me as miserable as possible, sometimes beyond the point of suicide. But of course I survive because if I died, you’d have nothing to watch.

Are you enjoying watching me suffer? Does the mere thought of everything that’s happened in my life turn you on? Obviously it does cause I’m still suffering. […]

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I have lost everything

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I often say that I have an IQ of 50. It was proven to me after all. Anyway, yesterday was the day that it really shined.

I’ve murdered people before. By accident but I did it. On an old server me and my boyfriend used to go on, there was a person called Mei. One day he vented about how miserable he was. I tried to cheer him up, but in doing so made him feel worse. Worse to the point that he said he was definitely gonna kill himself now. He was never heard from again.

Yesterday I accidentally did the same thing […]

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