Yes EVERYONE. Including YOU. I don’t wanna hear “I don’t hate you” or “I don’t even know you” cause it’s all bs. I know you enjoy watching me suffer on the TV. Don’t think I haven’t caught on that my life is a TV show where whoever is running my show pushes to make me as miserable as possible, sometimes beyond the point of suicide. But of course I survive because if I died, you’d have nothing to watch.
Are you enjoying watching me suffer? Does the mere thought of everything that’s happened in my life turn you on? Obviously it does cause I’m still suffering. Tell me, is there another life after this one that’s even worse? I like to think there’s nothing worse than what I’m going through right now, but the fuck if I know, I wouldn’t put it past you lot to somehow come up with something even worse.
I’m so mother fucking sick of this pain. Old news, I know, but you make me want to say it over and over. And I bet you lot are proud of yourselves for making me feel that way.