deathbylies

So i was talking to someone about depression and their situation they were in. She said there was always hope that she might be able to get out of it. Thats why she carried on because every now and then she would experience something akin to a realization that things will get better. I think most people do. I think that is why most people do not kill themselves. They have these moments in life that might be small but are extremely profound. They have people who rely on them and that they rely on .

I realized i do not have this. clock in , […]

I …. loneliness hurts everywhere. Its a very interesting type of pain because it is not associated with a neuron receptive interaction. I just don’t have any friends. And not for a long time, I am not too sure why. Its hard because I don’t have money at all. I don’t ever have petrol money or money to phone anyone. I guess im just not a likable person. Oh I also suffer from bipolar disorder and a fairly rare form of demishia, add a dash of paranoia and low self esteem and … well … its not that im even sad , I don’t know […]