The circle continues. My mom attempted suicide 3 times as I watched when I was a child. My daughter killed herself in 2016. My grandmother was given shock treatment and learned to hide her pain. My sister self medicated herself to death and passes in 2013. I have tried, wellbutrin, zoloft, effexor, prozac, lexapro, depakote, lamictal, celexa, paxil, klonopin, xanax and some I have forgotten . Cant hold a job over 18 months when I begin to fall apart. Paranoid always thinking I am failing and everyone sees it. Beginning a new job next month and would rather die- literally! I dont want to leave […]
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Destinyrepeated
Everyone in my fam has mental illness. Nineteen months ago my daughtrr committee suicide. Im close now. If i do, my other daughter will follow and then maybe my granddaughters. But im so tired of fighting to live. Hiding who i am, trying to be Normal, why am i responsible for their lives