Honestly, I have nothing left to live for. I suffer from severe psychosocial disabilities and their is no room for improvement for me. 27 years of emptiness. I have a shitty job where I’m underemployed, never had a girlfriend, got picked on for having a mental disability growing up and I’m tired of being depressed and lonely all of the time. I just want the pain to end and unfortunately death is the only way out of this misery. I almost broke down in tears the other night at my brothers dinner table the because I looked around and saw how happy everyone was and […]
Patient,
Just as I am,
As always,
Watch the time go by,
Nothing left to pass by,
The minutes follow me,
Drunken little people,Â
Work away in me,
Why won’t they leave me, leave me alone
When I don’t even want me, want me
I have to, kill the words,
Before they, form my sentence,
The sentence that is me,
Judged by those that carry
The patient sits in cradled arms
That comfort me by strangling
Why won’t they leave me, leave me alone
When I don’t even want me,
The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that’s empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won’t they leave him, leave […]
My mind is deteriorating more and more each day of my miserable existence.
Hello all,
I am a 27 year old mentally disabled male that is good for nothing. I grew up in special education services but somehow managed to graduate college with a bachelors degree. My job sucks, i work in an office all day literally staring at my computer like a zombie and cannot hold a conversation with anyone. Everyone at my office knows i’m a disabled fuck and laughs at me. I feel so humiliated walking into that building every day. I have also been battling severe depression over the course of the last 9 years or so and have never had control over my […]