I always keep my promises.
This one I didn’t even tell a living soul.
My eldest brother committed suicide, the same night I tried. As I comforted my mom I had the marks on my arm and neck (always hidden for Truly I’m a coward at it, and know I won’t succede, its more for the release I suppose. Though that night I went further than before) I was still hazy from the meds I O/D’d on. I swore to myself, and partly to him that I would never do that again. I saw my familly destoyed in that instance; and I cried for myself.
Horribly I feel […]