just found out that my ex just told my classmates what we did when we were together. We didnt have sex but we did some things close to that. i know you get it. Im living in a conservative country and not liberated so you must get how worst my situation is. I dont know how will i face them tomorrow. i just wish that im dead. like …is it just me who’s karma is applicable? like other people did worse things than that but still living a good life. all i wanna do is to change my life. but life wont allow me. like […]
I discovered this website by accident while searching for ways to die without pain/painless suicide then i read an article entitled How to Die without pain and reborn again! [Tutorial]. I was moved and inspired by it and it made me cry. It is a great article but i think it’s not applicable for me.
I tried to be happy. I forced myself to be happy. to remove negative thoughts and people in my life but life itself makes me feel that i don’t belong to this world and don’t deserve to be happy.
I’ve been bullied since i was a child. My childhood days are the […]