just found out that my ex just told my classmates what we did when we were together. We didnt have sex but we did some things close to that. i know you get it. Im living in a conservative country and not liberated so you must get how worst my situation is. I dont know how will i face them tomorrow. i just wish that im dead. like …is it just me who’s karma is applicable? like other people did worse things than that but still living a good life. all i wanna do is to change my life. but life wont allow me. like fuck my life. that happened 2 years ago. Why didn’t he just SHUT his fuking mouth. im so disgusted with myself. I hate him. I hate myself. i regret it so much..but why….