just found out that my ex just told my classmates what we did when we were together. We didnt have sex but we did some things close to that. i know you get it. Im living in a conservative country and not liberated so you must get how worst my situation is. I dont know how will i face them tomorrow. i just wish that im dead. like …is it just me who’s karma is applicable? like other people did worse things than that but still living a good life. all i wanna do is to change my life. but life wont allow me. like fuck my life. that happened 2 years ago. Why didn’t he just SHUT his fuking mouth. im so disgusted with myself. I hate him. I hate myself. i regret it so much..but why….
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You shouldn’t let it upset you. You are adults and sexual encounters happen. He is a douche if he tries to degrade you after being with you. Please hold on to strength, I know how hard it can be. But don’t let that guy get the best of you.
He’s despicable to blab to your classmates. Try to rise above it, you’ve done nothing wrong except mistakenly involve yourself with an a-hole and God knows there’s plenty of them about.
Omg-NO,sweety.NO. You must hold your head up high,and meet their gazes with confident superiority.Anyone tripping over this is most certainly inferior in both intelligence and moral compass. You did nothing to be ashamed of!Fooling around with someone is something most of your classmates also have done,or LONGED to do,so Fuck them! You also have the right to deny it,my dear.He deserves to be called a filthy liar because hes such an ass. Shaming someone over a sexual encounter is just low and stupid and extremely juvenile.You must refuse to own the shame or ridicule-and refuse to be insulted,too. Dont let them see you crack,dear. FAKE IT till it feels real to you. I would say very quickly to anyone trying to discuss it with you or embarass you-Hes lying..he did in fact try to fool around with me,but I saw he had a herpes sore on his lip and couldnt bring myself to it- OR -Are you serious?Wht in the hell do you care if I fooled around with that asshole 2 years ago? Grow up,people.-or laugh it off,as though its literally amusing to you that anyone should care about such a trivial matter.It was a blow job,not a menage a trois with th dude and a llama…Its not really scandalous! Also-id tell a counselor first thing in th am about him blabbing about you and ask them to tell him to shut his fucking mouth.There is a confidentiality with school counselors unless theres Abuse or crime . Dont you dare allow this bastard to ruin your life by falling apart in shame.You have nothing to be ashamed of.