Last year me and my “best freind” became really close, for reasons that arent good but I’m happy they happened, we were the best of friends, I was there with her through a lot of crap. Then at the beginning of this year, she went back to her old friend, the one she got in a huge fight with, the one that ditched her for her boyfriend. Now, they are so close and I am just left behind. They never tell me anything, they leave me out of EVERYTHING. But I can’t let her go because if I did, I would have no one else. […]
People just don’t understand that I’m slowly dying inside. That I feel like such a loser everyday. I’m not pretty. My two best friends, the only girls I hang out with, are super pretty and a perfect size 0 or 1. They are Barbie doll perfect. Ten there is me. I’m not pretty like them, and I am not tiny. Everyone tells me I have a nice body and I’m pretty, so why don’t I believe them? My self-confidence is so low. I just want someone there for me. My “best friends” don’t even realize when something is wrong with me. They just leave me […]
When I was about 8, i was raped. My parents dont know. I could never tell them, I have no one to talk to it about. That has led me to have some serious trust issues, I am 16, in 10th grade, I have never had my first kiss. Never done anything with a guy. People assume I’m afraid, tell me to put myself out there, its not that I dont want to, I do, but i physically can’t. It kills me inside. And guys don’t like me anyways. Im fat, short, awkward, ugly, white as can be, and have friends that I dont fit in […]