I haven’t slept in 2 days. I have been living in my car for the past week waiting for me to work up the courage. I’m such a piece of shit anyway everyone I care about leaves me my fucking friends hate me, the girl I love said she hated being in a relationship with me why do I ruin everything good in my fucking life. I have a loaded shotgun in the back of my seat but im afraid I’ll fuck that up too. I don’t think I’m ready yet. Im not afraid of dying or anything but I’m afraid I’ll fail and end […]