Fucking tired of everything maybe I just can’t bare the fact that I’m worthless in every way
darkness envelopes my body as I lay stiff
while my mind is set adrift
my eyes stare straight ahead to the ceiling
as the blade cuts I still don’t have no feelings
petty and sorrow is all that lasts in this world
of mine I wish I can blow away and let the wind
take me away …..
I can’t hold the things I feel inside any longer I ditched school so Ican be alone so no one can bother me but it just caused more trouble.. I feel like a burden to my sisters to my brothers to my parents I can’t stay happy Cus when I am the thoughts jut flow back in those negative dark thoughts ..
Why do i feel this way… I just wanna sleep it all away. forget my life and just stay in total darkness. I feel nothing when i wake up just upset that I’m awake and still breathing…