I’ve dealt with depression and suicidal ideation since I was a teenager. I’ll be turning 29 this week. I told my doctor that I was planning on ending my life on my birthday. He said if someone is really going to then there’s nothing he can do to prevent it. He’s right and he knows me well enough to know that statement is true.
I want it but I’m scared too. I shouldn’t be. I’ve attempted before and it wasn’t all that bad and the parts that I assume were bad (ER, ICU) I don’t remember anyway. But I am scared. I don’t want to think about […]