For all those that are on the edge and trying one last ditched effort to hang on by being here….let me tell you what I did and why. I’m in a controlling loveless marriage…have been for 32 years now. I’ve been beaten, belittled, told I was worthless as a woman. I got so low that I just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up so that I wouldn’t have to feel this way ever again. So I took 2 bottles of benzodiazapan which I’d been saving for the moment, downed it with a bottle of wine, kissed my two little kids goodbye, climbed […]
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Eckles
I’ve read some of the posts here and I feel so helpless for some people. We all have our hard times I know. I’m going thru another one now but jeez guys….don’t give up. I did it once before and really feel like doing it again now. Life is shit sometimes. We get so bogged down by negativity and stupid people that sometimes we forget to have a bit of strength to stand up for ourselves. I came on here to announce to the world that I was going to do it…the saddness gets to me sometimes and I think they’ll be no way out…but […]