I’ve read some of the posts here and I feel so helpless for some people. We all have our hard times I know. I’m going thru another one now but jeez guys….don’t give up. I did it once before and really feel like doing it again now. Life is shit sometimes. We get so bogged down by negativity and stupid people that sometimes we forget to have a bit of strength to stand up for ourselves. I came on here to announce to the world that I was going to do it…the saddness gets to me sometimes and I think they’ll be no way out…but there is…hopefully. Life is a precious gift. I threw it away once before and vowed I’d never do it again…but…here I am…needing help from strangers. I have someone that loves me and I have everyone telling me they’ll leave me if I end up with him. Lose my kids or lose the love of my life…toss up huh! I might just throw myself up into the air, pull the trigger and no one will have me. Simple as that. Why does happiness always get pulled out from under me??
Torn
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Hello
hmm, what thing does not make sense here. You wrote “lose the love of my life or lose my children”. If I interprete it wrong, you have someone “you love” who lives 10.000 miles away, so like in Australia and on the other hand, your kids with whom you live. The other person is telling you to move over and leave the kids …?
If I have interpreted it wrong the ignore what comes, but if not, read on.
Is he aware that you are being placed or that he is placing you into the dilemma of “it is me or your kids” ? If yes, forget him, that is not love at all. If yes, then it pretty much sounds you are so much longing to find someone to love and be loved that you are not assesing the true nature of it properly. Well, I dont want to go into more speculations because I dont have the full facts but if it is like what it sounds, your choice is to stay with your kids.
And of course, please, love yourself and dont allow anyone extortionating you.
hugs
Al