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Good Way to Go

by efsohurt 4/21/2013

written by efsohurt

So I’m know I’m not the only one who is actively wishing and hoping that my life turns around soon and I magically become happy, or simply find a few real world (offline) friends to ease the feelings of loneliness….and yet while waiting for this to happen, wouldn’t mind if my life would just end.

I do not want to “commit suicide” though, because I know the pain this causes from family experience and I don’t want my family to know I was selfish enough to do that to them. Â But drugs – well an accidental overdose isn’t QUITE the same. If I overdose on pills, […]

4/21/2013 23 comments

Want to Die, But Can’t Do It

by efsohurt 1/26/2013

written by efsohurt

So does anyone feel like me and want to commit suicide in a lame way – not quickly, but just by not taking care of myself and not worrying about consequences?

I’m afraid to actually kill myself quickly andÂ noticeablyÂ because I don’t want people to think poorly of me. I know, it’s stupid, I’d be dead. Â I just have been through a lot and I don’t see life worth living. Â So why not just have fun, not care about what situations I put myself in, and then whatever happens happens?

Or is that too slow a process? There’s a lot of pain while waiting. Â What else can I […]

1/26/2013 15 comments