Ever since the third grade I have been shifted to therapist to therapist, nothing seems to work. The phrase “I want to kill myself” has always crossed my mind, but I always wonder when I will have the will power to do it. What will be the last straw? What outrageous thing will push me over the edge. Im sitting here wondering, do I want to even see what this thing is? My life hasn’t been easy, and im not just saying that. In the past four years, I watched my mother struggle with cancer, ive gotten diagnosed with Chrones disease, ive been depressed, suicide, […]
