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EmoFaby

I love music. Music is my life. I would be dead right now if it wasn't for music. I'm a teen in my first government school and the kids there behave different. I hate been called fat so i starve myself....... so i'm skinny now but i'm still called fat so i continue starving myself. My life is terrible. But you probably don't care. No one takes me seriously and i hate that. I just hope that somewhere out there, there is someone who can listen to me, understand me and not judge me and call me a suicidal freak.

Got to go

by EmoFaby 1/6/2013

written by EmoFaby

Everything is become worst since I joined the site and I’ve have released that some of the people here who need desperate help and/or indulging in self harm are also persons who are bullies and they bully persons with the same problem. I once tried to stop them from hurting someone who was suicidal when people bully her but then I would also get bullied.

Some people don’t realize that they are hurting persons just because someone else hurt them and it’s not right and it should be said.
So I’m leaving this site because it’s a waste of time and blood. I cut even […]

1/6/2013 2 comments

That’s it I’m done

by EmoFaby 1/5/2013

written by EmoFaby

I’m Â done trying because things are just getting worst. I’m putting an end to my life tomorrow. I’m tired of crying and cutting. The pain is too much

I’m just so done 🙁

1/5/2013 3 comments

Definitely gonna cut tonight!!

by EmoFaby 1/4/2013

written by EmoFaby

I’ve got to cut or I’ll start crying. I don’t enjoy either though. It’s tough to figure out which one I will do and not regret doing. But I always regret crying but I never regret cutting.

I’m definitely gonna cut tonight. Then it would be the third time for the day.Â Cutting helps me calm down and breath when I’m frustrated.

But there is one damn thing I don’t get. It’s when girls cut themselves for boys or for popularity or for people to like them more. It’s just so stupid. It’s like kicking dog for no reason (I know stupid example).Which is stupid.I’m just putting that […]

1/4/2013 0 comment

Someone please…

by EmoFaby 1/4/2013

written by EmoFaby

I need someone to talk to about everything and not be judge but i can’t talk to my mom because she would get so worried about me and my dad isn’t in there. HeÂ left with my stepmom to England and only visits on my birthday and sends money every month. So he really doesn’t know me that well 🙁 Â I can’t take to my siblings because they would tell mom and then again she would get worried.Â I can’t talk to my friends ‘cus I have no true friends 🙁

So really there is no one for me to talk to and trust them to not make […]

1/4/2013 5 comments

Life is getting boring

by EmoFaby 1/4/2013

written by EmoFaby

I’m fed up of living. It’s getting very boring now that I’m 14 and all the fun I had when I was 2 is gone.

Only music gets me going. I love music.

Its part of the reason why I’m still here and I’m grateful 😀

1/4/2013 1 comment

Almost lost control

by EmoFaby 1/4/2013

written by EmoFaby

Today I almost made an enormous cut on my hand. But don’t worry i just made a few short cuts but I was really angry and frustrated. I hate it when I’m forced to do something I don’t want to do or do right away.I also hate it when my parents don’t understand me and what I’m going through. They never listen!!! I wish they would listen to me more often and I bet they would understand but even if I ask them to listen to me for just one second they still don’t get what I’m saying ‘cus they still NEVER listen.

I wish I […]

1/4/2013 2 comments

Why….Why cant I die

by EmoFaby 1/3/2013

written by EmoFaby

Why cant I be gone already? Why am I still here hoping for change when more terrible stuff happen? Why when i beg God to be dead the more bad stuff happen to me. I guess it just my bad luck. My life is to complicated right now but i keep holding on but then again there will be no change. But i won’t let go. No. Not now. Not when there are those few people that care so much. Not when i start feeling a bit of love. But then I can’t stop that thought. That thought that makes me hurt myself and i […]

1/3/2013 4 comments