Today I almost made an enormous cut on my hand. But don’t worry i just made a few short cuts but I was really angry and frustrated. I hate it when I’m forced to do something I don’t want to do or do right away.I also hate it when my parents don’t understand me and what I’m going through. They never listen!!! I wish they would listen to me more often and I bet they would understand but even if I ask them to listen to me for just one second they still don’t get what I’m saying ‘cus they still NEVER listen.
I wish I was the only child. But I’m the youngest. But still I’m 14 and I deserve some respect from the older ones and they still have to listen to my opinion, right?
I’m sorry I can’t stop cutting because it’s too hard to say to myself ” hey! you got to stop now”. Because its already become a habit for whenever I’m sad, angry or frustrated. I’m already an addict.
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sweet heart.. we just basically posted about the same think.. wanting control.. look at my post.. “i just want control” I’m 14 im not an only child but.. i dont live with siblings.. not after my past.. We come from diffrent past .. i was raped my grandfather when i was 5 till the age of 8 and then raped only 3 short months later by my oldest brother.
Went to court october 2,2011 everyone besides my dad and stepmom sad on his side of the court room.. supporting him.. the one who broke me.. everything that ever was me..
Who made me into somene im not.. someone who lies.. who steals just to be able to cut. To buy bandages.. to get a new blade.
I know im probally ranting right now.. i had a bad day.. just feel free to talk to me.. we may be more simalar then we think
wow, your right. We do have a lot similar.
Your story is way sadder than mine. I hope you a good day for the rest of the day 🙂