I don’t even know where to start.
My life has been nothing but constant turmoil for as long as I can remember. Literally, my first memory, is my dad standing over my mom strangling her on the futon. I think I was three or four. I have very few happy memories. I used to feel so sad, or angry, 21 years have gone by and I just don’t think my body can handle emotions anymore, now I just feel numb. I’ll be sitting in my room doing nothing of particular importance and out of nowhere its like i’m gasping for air, my chest feels tight, and […]