I just feel so unhappy. I cannot help how IÂ feel and I believe that there’s no way I can get better. I feel I’ll always be messed up and I’m never ever going to get better. I do know a few people care about me, even if it’s a tiny amount but I feel if I leave where ever I go when I die I will be free and happy. I’ve got 3 and a half years and then I can start a new life but even if I make it I feel like I will be more messed up than I am now.
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