Any depressed girls here in the city who want to just talk? Â Im not trying to hook up but I have unsuccessfully on dating sites. Â Just being honest. Â Ive attempted suicide several times. Â I even shot up motor oil once. Â My latest plan is to…. Â well I dont want to give it away. Â Everything thinG I do turns to shit. Â Btw …. guys… Â quit hitting on me. Â (Males) Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â […]
That’s it.. tomorrow I am jumping off the 5th floor of the sf main library.
Thats it… goodbye
I live in san fran. Cal. I get hit on everyday by queers. I used to have a girlfriend. Do u exist? Please shoot me now. I just want to remember what it’s like to have a girl sleep next to me.
The older I get, the harder it gets. Â I used to have some drive. Â I used to care…. now its just loneliness and mental torture. Â I can’t understand why more people haven’t attempted suicide. Â Â I don’t even trust my own laughter. Â Its not real. Â My smiles aren’t either. Â I don’t even do drugs anymore. Â They don’t work. Â It’s hard to sleep. Â Please if there is a god… let me die…
So alone….. Â it never ends. Â I’ve tried so hard for so long. Â It just doesn’t seem worth it. Â Not even close. Â As I get older, the “good” times are fewer and further between. Â It’s like big headache that never goes away. Â I’ve tried to overdose several times. Â My friend died that way. Â All I could think about was how lucky he was to finally go…. Â I hope it ends soon.