eternaldarkness

This post is more about people’s responses than about Erika Kirk herself.

1- Erika Kirk is such a fake and a phony- all those fake faces she makes and patting of the tissue near her DRY and perfectly make-up’ed UN-PUFFY eyes

2- I don’t get how ppl believe her act? It’s so beyond obvious how fake she is. You can clearly see how super happy he’s dead bc now she gets $50M donation from rich benefactors, on TOP of getting over $10M+ in GoFundMe from avg ppl. And on TOP of TPUSA getting $150M from pro Israel groups which Charlie Kirk refused 48hrs before he […]

It’s “funny” how in America, we are 100% judged and defined by our job (or lack thereof).
When I quit working, I ceased being seen as a “human being” to all of my former friends and ppl I knew.
Needless to say, I don’t talk to any of them anymore.

Jobless – No One Likes a Jobless One || by Relatone (Official Lyrics Video)

Someone needs to tell BOOMERS that the job market now is NOT what it was like for THEM. THEY had the benefit of a SINGLE job that paid WELL, even with NO college degree. A sole income back in the day, even as an unskilled factory job assembly line worker, made enough to afford a house, a car, and a wife and 2 kids. And college was like $500. Back in their day, back before they made the economy and life shit for us- if you had a degree, you practically could get a job anywhere. And if you only […]

What Things Piss You Off? Could be anything and everything. I get pissed off at everything in this stupid shitty world. I want to know what pisses other ppl off.

So I was right all along.
According to research and studies, YES people have.

Over the past 30 years, I’ve noticed that people have become shittier, and harder to make real close friends or relationships with anyone.

This study was done at USC and first published in the Financial Times.

Inside the changing personalities of young adults thanks to smartphones:
(6min)

Tired of Myself – Losing Light, Finding Hope || by Relatone

Tired of Myself – Crying Where No One Can See | MiyaViAmore | Original Lyric Song

Am I Okay? – The Question I Can’t Answer || by Relatone

I am fed up with this shitty world and it’s shitty humans. I HATE almost everything about living in this shit world. Trapped by lack of money, lack of health, lack of help (friends family etc). Surrounded by shitty ass people. I mean I’m not wrong to think this when MILLION of people LITERALLY turn to AI instead of other humans. That says something about our society and humans, dontcha think?

If this world was so great, we wouldn’t have mass shootings like every other day, we wouldn’t have global hunger, global wars, mass global poverty. Millions of people suffering […]

Feels like a fool’s errand to put any energy or hope into humans
Feels like every humans is going to backstab or turn on you at some point
Feels like everyone will let you down at some point- not just a minor letdown- but a “i’ll never talk to you again” kind of letdown / betrayal.
When you realize 99% of ppl were never good to you to begin with.

Even the ones that were “good” to you, do things that are not good for you.

Just….sigh…

So this was a month ago I guess, but I’m watching these videos now and ALL the news stations pretty much parrot the same crap- that AI told the son to commit suicide and how to do it. Actually, they all had the same narrative:

1- They kept phrasing it as a “kid” or “child” despite the fact that the “child” was 16yo. Hardly a child. Hardly a kid that didn’t know what he was doing. Especialy since he lied to ChatGPT and told it he was “researching” for school or something.
2- This is the modern version of what I grew […]

A Shit Family?

ChatGPT or Online Therapy? If so, how good or bad are they? I’ve tried an AI depression chatbot once. It wasn’t all that helpful. But maybe AI has gotten better since then? Any suggestions?

I need to talk to someone but:

1- a good therapist is HARD to find
2- regular therapy costs money. even if insurance covers, there’s still $20 co-pay at minimum, for like 45min. Or in my case, I’m getting charged $15 and $20 for EACH session. IDKW i’m getting billed TWICE but they are. $15 or $35 each week -THAT gets pretty expensive pretty […]

Holy shit
1- They can have police trace your calls / your location
2- They can have the police haul you away and lock you up
3- They do this to 2% or 1 in 50 callers. That is a very HIGH #

Is it hope that “things will be better?”
Is it friends/family/SO? (ie love and care)
Is it drugs/alcohol/etc to numb yourself from this world?

How do we not fall into the abyss?

THIS. Watch this video. Video is 23min, but he gets right to the meat of the issue of what’s happening in America- this manufactured rage-bait and hate against the Left-Right.

Guy explains it perfectly. He’s an ex-military chief who specializes in behavior profiling, interrogation, and Human Intelligence operations. He says this is textbook military psyops. I had thought this before even seeing this video- but this guy says what I’ve been thinking in a much more succinct way.

with all this shit going on in the world and in the USA (for those of us in the US).

Life is fucking depressing unless you are
1- stupid/ignorant
2- delusional
3- lucky enough to have a good life- have enough money to not be affected or give a shit about the state of our economy or the shit that’s going on in the world

if we are aware of the bullshit and fuckery going on, how can one be happy? i mean aside from downing drugs to make ourselves into zombies?

WTF is happening to America? WTF is wrong with people?

I’m no fan of the right or of conservatives (nor am I a fan of the left, at least not anymore after the last 2 elections)- but assassinating someone who isn’t even a politician and doesn’t hold any political power? He’s also not even one of the most extreme ones on the right. But he is popular with the under 30yo crowd so I do see why he was taken out, so to speak.

OFC this is causing even MORE divide among the left and right. Makes me think if this wasn’t orchestrated […]

Life is full of either fuckery or bullshit. Leading to stress. Stress resulting from lack of money or just fucking incompetence and laziness from other people. Having to deal with bullshit things like in my Rants post. Like 1-3 could’ve been avoided but noooo.

Then there’s all kinds of other bullshit we gotta deal with. Too tired to even get to that.

In the end, we are born into a life where it’s all bullshit- go to school for 12yrs, then go to college for 4 more only to be tens of thousands in debt. Then when you graduate, you either […]

1- Stupid Amazon Delivery guys keep delivering to the WRONG area. They never WALK over to MY door, just drop the package off on the ground like 20ft BEFORE my door. I have more deliveries coming so it’s a fucking issue. And usually there’s a truck but I went out right after I got the message it was delivered and there was no truck- I literally got outside 2min after it was delivered- and I couldn’t even flag down the driver to tell them to deliver to the right door next time. Next time they’re going to deliver to the wrong […]

I just lopped off about 7-8″ of hair. Just used a scissor and done. Tired of my damaged hair snagging on the brush. Also didn’t want to pay like $30 to get my hair cut. They always charge extra for “long” hair. Anything over shoulder length is considered “long” but it’s just an excuse to charge more. I’m sure it’s uneven but eh.

I do like long hair much better than short, but it’s somehow freeing to get rid of those several inches. Especially since the bottom ones are more damaged/dry/split ends.

Anyway, not an important post but […]