I dont know how i could explain anything to anyone. Its like: waiting to die. Life, is fucking miserable. I cant be happy on my own. There is no hope. Everytime i think there is, It’s crushed, demolished, fucking annihilated. Always being back to sq 1. But what I dont understand is, when an opportunity arrives, I turn it down. I dont know why. fear? Maybe I’ve finally just said fuck it. fuck friends and being social. I dont want to be shut down. I dont want your hurt so I choose this pain. I guess, all I can really say is: they made me […]