Just started cutting myself lastnight, cant help but feel worthless. Hate myself for not being able to be a better person.
Im trying to remain strong but it seems like everything i try to do is futile, it feels like im getting weaker and weaker each day, i failed at college, i am not performing well at work, i have family that are distancing themselves from me. I feel like i am a curse, my father was a failure & im scared that if i continue to live i might end up like him.My mind is slowly deteriorating each day, people keep telling me that things will get better for years now but nothing has changed.This world is not for me. If GOD does’nt take me […]