Im trying to remain strong but it seems like everything i try to do is futile, it feels like im getting weaker and weaker each day, i failed at college, i am not performing well at work, i have family that are distancing themselves from me. I feel like i am a curse, my father was a failure & im scared that if i continue to live i might end up like him.My mind is slowly deteriorating each day, people keep telling me that things will get better for years now but nothing has changed.This world is not for me. If GOD does’nt take me away soon i am going to end my life some way or another.
Please Help
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I know the feeling, you take 5 steps good then some one knocks you back 9 steps into bad right? don’t worry aboout it okay? It’ll all be okat i promise ^^
It sounds like you have a lot of different pressures on you and maybe it would help if you only had one thing to focus on. If possible, drop the Job and just focus on college, or vice versa. Don’t worry about your family, give them space and maybe talk to them In a month or so. Just take it easy on yourself