I cant remember the last time i looked at my self in the mirror. Sure i brush my teeth and show daily, but its really hard for me actually look at myself in the mirror. Every now and again ill try to look myself in the eye. Usually i can’t last more than few moments before i’m overwhelmed with disgust and this feeling of disappointment and anger overtakes me. What hurts the most in these moments is that ive become so adept at faking the smile, i even fool myself. Sometime i can go a few days, pretending everything is gonna be ok. Most everybody […]