EVerytime time I turn a corner I just keep letting everyone done.. Soon I think I’ll post some of my real writings o here, maybe it will help
I hate who I am. No matter what I do I fuck up, everytime I have a choice to make both options are wrong.. Everyone would just be better off without me
I feel ready to just give up, call it quits, throw in the towel.
I just cant seem to find any sort of purpose to this struggle,
Day in day out, it never ends.
It gets harder and harder to get out of bed every morning,
just the effort of standing exhausts me,
this isn’t living free.
I’m fed up with letting everyone down,
they give me compliments, praise me, say theyre proud,
but they can do better than me.
Deserve better.
Driving home tonight i just wanted to hit a semi or the nearest building.
Just to end it all, get rid of the pain, the memories and the fuck ups.
So everyone could just move […]
Tired. Can’t sleep.  I can’t remember  what it feels like to not be tired. Stumbled upon this site, seemed like a good idea…. I never feel good enough, I can get all the compliments in the world from all the right people and I just feel like they’retelling me lies. I never sleep anymore, my backhurts to the point that I can’t do what I enjoy. Guess I’m just starting to lose sight of the point of it all again. Worst part is that I no longer have any friends..