i run from the blackness i keep trying to complete my task
your’e so hard to love i keep trying i sware to you i do
i keep laughing at all the bad things i’ve done and what i will do
why is the darkness chasing me
why do i keep losing my bereath
the ground cracks and crumbles beneath my feet
i fall and fall then i hit somthing it go’s right through me
what has happened to me
my eyes open it was just a dream but my bed is soaked with blood
there is a man by my bed he steps into […]
The sun kisses my skin and i kiss it back.
The rain hides my tears and i hide its
The wind blows it’s slow steady breath and i mimic it
“I can’t rely on you all the time and you can’t rely on me”
What once was loved is now lost
The sun the rain the wind
gone
my kisses were once yours and mine to share
now people can see when i cry
now i can’t breathe
I’m gasping for air
but your’e not there to save me
gone with your wind sun and rain
now i miss you i miss us but when I […]
Pulls you close holds you nearÂ
You say I have nothing to fear
Oh how I wish it was true my dear
Butterfly with no wings”
  Siting up and tying to touch the sky never able to catch the butterflyÂ
  Trying to find you when I am feeling so blue            Â
   bout to catch my breath while staring at death
   staring him right in the eye with my spirit floating above so high     Â
    sucked back some might say revived I say pulling me away from where I had been deprivedÂ
    deprived from abuse even though they let him loose. Â
    […]
I cant make heads or tails of whats real and whats not. Everyday i wake up and see my sister in her bed warm and so peaceful. All at ease and realize she is wat i an here for nothing else them i pick up my mask and i finish getting ready for school then I go over and gently wake her. I keep thinking this is what i an here for this is whats real. This is worth living for. <3
The one thing that keeps me going is my baby sister. That is the truth and once she is gone as will I.