I cant make heads or tails of whats real and whats not. Everyday i wake up and see my sister in her bed warm and so peaceful. All at ease and realize she is wat i an here for nothing else them i pick up my mask and i finish getting ready for school then I go over and gently wake her. I keep thinking this is what i an here for this is whats real. This is worth living for. <3
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Hey, they say don’t sweat the small stuff but appreciate them….
big things are made up of lots of small things .. so that feeling you have for your sister build on it….it is a piece of a foundation upon which a good life can be built, it is a seed that can proliferate. You are correct in knowing it isn’t enough by itself in the long run but it is a good start.
What mask?
Making head or tails out of life is trying to fit a universe into a coin toss. My understanding is we only have so much time to think about it and then we just have to do the best we can. Ok so off I go to do just that myself. best to you.
I am off not to struggle to find a way to be wanted tomorrow more than and in a different way than I am today (as a scape goat to be abused by my power addicted husband) to wanted instead as a partner to love and be loved.